[ How many dinners have passed at this point? Probably a few, but not that often. As people disappeared, or were released, and everything moving around on Hannibal's end, it might have been a good bit of time since they last hung around one another. Judar certainly seemed to distance himself whenever people started to disappear, waiting and making sure no one else was about to pull the same thing in the span of a couple of days. It was easier to just work, or float around, where change didn't matter all that much.
Yet for as much as he'd avoid talking about it, or other personal subjects, the young man was prone to chronic loneliness. It was simply very clear that someone had purposefully raised the magi into expressing that in a manner that would have the opposite intended effect, even if it's something he'd been working on. Magic, interesting projects and (loosely) political stuff? As easy to talk about as sex. Vulnerability or trying to ask for things that're more than part of an evening? Almost as difficult as it is to know what he really wants or likes (past certain foods and shallow stuff like that.)
Judar's been trying to push himself into doing things that are healthy and normal for people, but completely different territory. Hence sending off a message while on break, after probably being off doing his 'own thing' the past couple weeks. ]
Hey, Hann.
[ He does not know how to go about this. Small talk first? Catch up? He's ill practiced at that stuff, too. This message is definitely being sent with the idea that it won't be reached for a little while, just for knowing the way schedules can conflict with one another. ]
How busy has your schedule been looking lately? I'd offer to pick up the bill for whatever we do next time, but that's... Gonna be a bit harder to pull off. Things're just getting so boring... Uh, anyway, lemme know whenever.
[ Being ready to pick up the bill wasn't unusual. However Judar's definitely not doing this out of boredom. Given circumstances, though, maybe it'd count enough for an appropriate and forgivable enough lie. He might do a few of those for a little while. ]
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Date: 2019-07-18 09:02 pm (UTC)Yet for as much as he'd avoid talking about it, or other personal subjects, the young man was prone to chronic loneliness. It was simply very clear that someone had purposefully raised the magi into expressing that in a manner that would have the opposite intended effect, even if it's something he'd been working on. Magic, interesting projects and (loosely) political stuff? As easy to talk about as sex. Vulnerability or trying to ask for things that're more than part of an evening? Almost as difficult as it is to know what he really wants or likes (past certain foods and shallow stuff like that.)
Judar's been trying to push himself into doing things that are healthy and normal for people, but completely different territory. Hence sending off a message while on break, after probably being off doing his 'own thing' the past couple weeks. ]
Hey, Hann.
[ He does not know how to go about this. Small talk first? Catch up? He's ill practiced at that stuff, too. This message is definitely being sent with the idea that it won't be reached for a little while, just for knowing the way schedules can conflict with one another. ]
How busy has your schedule been looking lately? I'd offer to pick up the bill for whatever we do next time, but that's... Gonna be a bit harder to pull off. Things're just getting so boring... Uh, anyway, lemme know whenever.
[ Being ready to pick up the bill wasn't unusual. However Judar's definitely not doing this out of boredom. Given circumstances, though, maybe it'd count enough for an appropriate and forgivable enough lie. He might do a few of those for a little while. ]